[Latuya]

As most of you already know,, I've had a rough few months. One thing after another! I have been really depressed and not caring too much about myself. Can't remember the last time I even put makeup on. I put a little on for my aunts services but cried it all away.

Today I have another doctors appointment. And got up early to get ready. And for the first time in a while I really feel good! My heart still hurts but It's not at all like I have been. I took a shower and went to go get dressed,,,,, I have been wearing sweats and swearter or t-shirts with my hair up with a butterfly clip or in a bun. But to day I got out some old Levi's that I hadnt been able to get in for some time now and tried them off. They fit!!!!! And it's a good fit. Not only can I just button them up I can breath wearing them too. Even when sitting.

I walk down stairs sporting my Levi's. Hair not up but down and fixed! full face of make up. (even lipstick) My girls just loved it but my son just looked at me. And the first thing that comes out of his mom is,,,,, why are you all fix up mom? Who are you going to see today? Where are you going? Are you going to take Cherish with you?

So we go get gas before I drop them off at school and this guy smiled at me when going into the am/pm. Would know that my son got out of the van, came in and would not leave my side and even gave the stranger a dirty look. I can not believe how he was acting. My husband isn't even that bad!