I don't know what possess me... to open up these video files that has Yoshi in them....and here I am bawling my eyes out...it truly hasn't been the same without him....just 16 more days and it will be exactly 1 year from the day he went missing! I guess I been trying not to face reality by not looking at his pictures and really didn't know I had these video of him, Mei Ling and Kioko....i probably did but just didn't remember....but here I am at almost 3 in the morning running on 1 hour of sleep for the last 3 days....crying my eyes out....maybe it from the lack of sleep or maybe because my heart is really feeling uneasy....i dunno....i think i am just rambling now....please don't forgive me for my late night blabble! |