oh my goodness, I am terribly sorry to hear of this bad fortune...I totally know how you feel. My lab mix, Tasha, was 15 when she died. I was 18, and I got her when I was 3...I was actually at college when she died, but my mom called to let me know. It was only 3 days before I was to go home for Thanksgiving break. Sorry to give you the story, but just know that I feel so badly for what you are going through, but it will get better with time. There are times that I talk about my baby girl with tears in my eyes, but other times I'm able to talk about her without crying. I guess it's good that she won't be suffering any more - she will be totally healthy in heaven. May your little Heidi rest in peace...who knows, maybe she'll be friends with my Tasha up there? |