I am so sorry for your loss. I can feel your pain. I lost my Jon Jon in July last year. He was almost 14 yrs old and my first Yorkie, too. Unlike your Heidi, my Jon Jon was killed. I still cry whenever my heart is aching until I feel better. You shouldn’t blame yourself of making the decision to put an end to her suffering. I believe you did the right thing for her. As others have said it, you'll never get over it but it will get less painful as time goes by. With deepest sympathy…. |