Aaaw hun. I am so sorry that I don't have any amazing advice for you. But what I can say is that you are doing a wonderful thing, by fostering that little angel. And I totally understand you crying, you have a kind heart and sometimes we cry. But I have faith that you will do what's best for this little one. And it's totally possible to have strength in the midst of tears.
I wish you all the best.
__________________  Jen
Proud Mommy of Princess Bella Grace |