 So very upset!
I hope you all don't think I have gone off the deep end, but I am so very very upset.
I had a picture of my last precious little furbaby and me. I hate my picture taken but this was a picture of her and me together taken a week before she died. It was taken with my Blackberry and I left it on there just to look at from time to time. (I know, I should have sent it to my computer).
A little about her....Her name is Kayla. I lost her in July of 2008 (so I probably should be over this by now) she was the light of my life. Our bond was so very strong. The last couple of years of her little life, the bond grew even stronger. She lost her eyesight. She was up until that point, a pretty independent little girl. Now so totally dependent. She was such a little princess and even to this day I tear up when I think of her. I miss her so much.
Now for the picture...........well I went and upgraded the software on my blackberry last weekend. A few days later I went to look at my pictures and that picture was gone. I was devastated. It was nowhere to be found. I made 2 calls to tech support and there is nothing that can be done. I was told that sometimes when you do a software update it will delete some things to make room for the update. Now mind you the backup didn't backup any of the pictures.
I did not have a media card in it so this is totally my fault. It could have deleted any other picture on there, but just not that one. Now I know you all will probably think this stupid but, it feels like I just lost her all over again.
I am so devastated and in tears when I think of this. I know this too shall pass but this is a picture I will NEVER be able to recreate.
Sorry for the length of this. Thanks for "listening". |