Well that took alot for you to post on a public site ----seems you're reaching out and I'm sure you'll be touched back !
I've seen some of your posts and to tell you the truth - they kind of made me laugh only because it takes ALOT to offend me personally
but reading anyone who is trying to make ammends is pretty cool.
Welcome - so we're not weird anymore for dressing up doggies ????
(ok - we ARE weird)