Aww Tammy, I am so sorry you are so stressed out.

I know how you must be feeling, and I wish you could relax and get in a really good nap and/or night's sleep. Have you been sleeping well at all? The way you sound here, it seems you need sleep just about as much as you need Livi to have those puppies. You're not online now, so I hope that is what you are doing. Put hubby in charge of the kids & Livi and you sleep for a while; I'm just hoping you are able to rest when you can.
I'm still here with (((((good vibes))))), prayers, and well wishes!