I just wanted to add, that you will need to be in a place where you can accept that he is what he is and nothing you can do will change the past or HIM for that matter. I pray that you are successful in finding him. Just try not to let whatever he is hurt you. Just accept him for what he is and go from there. I recently found 2 sons that my deceased brother had that we knew nothing about and they are in thier 20's now. One I have now met, the other, we talk on the phone and email each other. |