Nothing new to report but I have been busy with this.
I felt down for a little while today but my sister was texting me telling me not to give up. I wanted to laugh. Give up on Cookie??? NEVER
I will go through a rollercoaster of emotions and no matter how bad my day is I cant give up. I miss him so bad I can't describe it. I dont say it in detail because its like I'm talking about a real baby to people.
I dont breakdown as much but I still feel it in my heart.
I actually was talking to my family about a memory of Cookie. Our Maltese was digging into her water bowl like crazy because it was empty and we all laughed and I got up to pour water in her bowl.
At that moment I thought of Cookie and I told them
" Cookie doesnt dig into his bowl like crazy.What he does is put both front paws into the bowl and start looking around and hope someone sees him with his paws just in the bowl. I always used to say "Hon! hurry Cookie wants his pedicure now!" Everyone started laughing and saying "Aww" at the same time. They all knew that meant put water in their bowls please! lol
Everyone in my family misses him so much.
I'm sticking to this until I find something out.
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