Oh Nobella.
I'm very sorry. I've been thinking about you quite a bit lately!
I can't imagine how dissapointed you must be.
That's such a tough situation. I kind of agree with your best friend though. You're going to need all of the strength you can muster. Would it be possible to talk to your doctor about it and ask him/her what their thoughts are on it?
I will have you in my thoughts and prayers.
Soon you will have this horrible cancer behind you, and you'll be able to go back to normality.