You sound like my 26 year old son he has been a fan his whole life and last night I get the call on how upset he is over them losing. I don't really get into that much but I understand your pain. My other Son is a 49ers fan and I remember the year they lost the super bowl. My son was about 9 years old and when they lost he cried and threw all his 49er shirts, jackets etc down the stairs and said for me to throw it out. lol I explained to him that being a fan was supporting your team through good and bad. But I had to laugh bc he took it so serious!! lol