My baby Sophie would have turned 3 today-well now yesterday(01/13). I got so emotional when I got a Happy Birthday email from GW Little to her. My, she was just a baby! She was my little baby. There's not a day that I don't think of her. People say it gets easier as time goes by..it hasn't.

Not when I think of her sweet face and kindred spirit. Then I think of how I don't have her here and her last moments of life, and blame myself all over again. This weekend I am going to have some sort of celebration for her birthday, even though she's not here. I just wish that she knew that I will never stop loving her and that she will always be my baby. I wish she were around me. I hope she is...or at least visits. But if she doesn't-as long as she is having the time of her life up in puppy heaven than that puts some happyness in my heart. Happy Birthday Baby Girl. Mommy will always love you.

I hope to reunite with you again
1st pic-When i first laid eyes on her-in the plane on the way home