I hear you, sister! I just got Baxter two days ago and I'm feeling absolutely in love with him, tired, frustrated, anxious, and just about everything you are! I think this is part of having a new puppy - but it has been helping me to know that I'm not alone, and that this is totally normal. Have you taken puppy classes or been to a puppy playtime? It's nice to talk to other new parents and realize that everyone has problems.