It is still early days and you need to bond with your little one. I wouldn't worry about training for the moment. Just enjoy your time with him and give him lots of cuddles. They are a responsibility and I don't doubt that you hadn't thought about it beforehand.
I don't expect you to answer this, especially not on a public forum but ask yourself, is everything else in your life ok at the moment. Sometimes if something is troubling us then we can't always be excited about things.
It is tiring looking after a puppy, getting up and down every 5 mins to see if they need to do a pee.
If I were you I would snuggle up with your little boy and just get to know him just like he has to get to know you. I applaud your honesty about how you feel. f you give it time I am sure it will get better but if you really don't feel you love him them I suppose its only fair on him that you find him another home, perhaps the breeder will take him back.
I really feel for you and hope that when he shows you his love for you then you will see how rewarding they are. |