I'm very sorry for everything that happened to you. Of course everybody is afraid of their babies getting sick or hurt, but that can't stop you from loving your dogs. Don't feel bad and don't be scared, just take care of them the best you can. No dog or person (in our minds) is perfect.
Whatever you choose to do, we will all support you and help you get through this. I'll keep you in my prayers and I hope the best for you and your family.
Much love,
Irene
