Perhaps it's time to find another therapist. You need to heal yourself and although a pet can help they are not going to be able to give you everything you need. Somewhat like people who feel they have to have a partner in their life to feel whole. It may help but does not solve the underlying problems.
Given what happened to your pup, I would not consider putting another pet at risk, at least until your boyfriend is long gone. And you need to watch your back as it is well known that many people who end up murdering starting out with killing or mutilating animals. Do what you need to do to heal and then consider a pet in the future. Good luck with your healing process. |