Welcome to YT. Sorry for life's mishaps and hope that 2010 will be better for you.
I'm sure you will find your puppy of your dreams here on YT. Please wait until the puppy is 12 weeks old and has maximum time to be socialized by their mother and littermates.
If you email me at
dee@houseofwags.com, I will be happy to provie you with some additional referrals for your area.