I thought of that as well

I even thought maybe an a street name like Askere St lane or drive... or a mailbox with a family's name that says Askere
I know by now I am sounding completely nuts to some people but that is ok...
As much as I think that things are starting to settle down and things are going back to normal I feel like I am fooling myself.
Today I got in my car and drove through all the blocks with the windows rolled down and drove 5 mph with the listening device. I looked crazy,people outside are looking at me with these headphones on and this device pointed out the window lol.I drive into our driveway and my husband is on the roof putting up lights and he just shrugs his shoulders like saying " where did you go?" Then he sees the listening device and grins .
I guess after the neighbor's dog went missing everything hit me again. They did find their dog a few blocks away. Thank God.
Gen