[Lori63]

After having read what I have going on here, and if anyone has questions before they answer, please feel free to ask. BUT, what I need to know is this: The lady that I gave Savannah to has opened her door to me to go and visit Savannah starting in a month to give her time to get acclimated to her new home and then I could go periodically to see her if I want or need to. She also said that she will keep me up to date on her health and let me know how she's doing. I'm fine with that and it gives me some peace knowing that it wasn't good-bye for good when I dropped her off on Saturday. Considering the fact that I've never been forced to do such a thing to one of my babies, I have no clue what would be best for me to do or what would be best for her. I am an emotional wreck at this time, of course, and I would love nothing more than to run to her and hug her and tell her I love her, but I have to question how she would handle seeing me again. What do you all think????? What if it were you and you had to do what I have done. Would you want to see them again when they were well and adjusted? I'm just so torn!!!!! I know that I am very emotional right now and once I get over this, I may feel differently but for now I want to see her!!! I would appreciate any feedback you can give me. Thank you all for your wonderful support!!!! Big hugs to you all!