Many thanks! Wow! You all are GREAT supporters and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart. All of your kindness and support is helping me in a tremendous way at trying to cope with what I did. I would never wish how I'm feeling on anyone because it's the toughest thing I've ever had to do. I go to bed at night hoping the next day brings me more peace and the next day I wake up thinking about her, and that's all I do until I go to bed. I suffer from separation anxiety as it is and this ordeal has sent me over the edge. I DO know that I did what was best for her. It's just soooooooooo hard! I wish there was a magical pill we could take to deal with these types of things!
Thank you all again! Hugs! |