I am so sorry for your loss, but I really admire you for putting your own emotions aside for the good of your little companion. It was a gut wrenching decision, but you did what was best for Savannah. You didn't abandon her, you have given her a chance at a healthy, pain free life. (UTI's can be very painful and since your vet couldn't figure out what she needed, hopefully a new one will be able to help her). And you've done a wonderful thing for her new owner, she desperately needed a little one to dote on.
It takes a lot of LOVE and STRENGTH to do what you did. Please don't beat yourself up, most people won't face up to a situation head-on and do the right thing the way you have. You've had a tough time lately, but you have taken a huge step forward in finding the right home for your baby. You're right, it's extremely difficult to find adopters for older, ailing dogs. The fact that you did is "a sign" that you made the right decision. Re-read "The Serenity Prayer" with that in mind.
I would caution you on going to visit Savannah, though. It will confuse her to see you, and will set back any adjustments she has made to her new home. Also, it will re-open alot of wounds for you. Perhaps the new owner could send you email updates and/or pictures so that you can take comfort in knowing she is healthy and well cared for.
Wishing you all the best. |