I'm sorry I've been MIA for some time now. But I wanted to Thank you for your very kind emails, PM's, phone calls and your thoughts and prayers! I thought I'd grab a few minutes to read up on things and Wish You All A Merry Christmas!
CJ's been on Radiation now for almost 3 weeks. He is starting to get some pain relief from the Radiation, but pain now has started in his neck, down the shoulder and down his arm. He can't get Radiation in his neck (where another tumor was found) because he's already had his lifetime dose with his last Cancer. It just doesn't seem to give him a break. I feel so bad for him! The Dr is a little worried he may fall and break a rib.. or NECK.. eeeek!! Since the bones are fragile both from previous Radiation and bone deterioration from Cancer. I am a nervous wreck, following him around so when he gets weak or stumbles that I am there to catch him. CJ asked the Dr how long he might have, and she said about a year.. but reminded him that he's had pain already for a year.. I was too afraid to ask what that might mean...
Thank God for 2 women that are helping me with my Yorkies and my son for helping me with the farm. During CJ's naps I get some joy playing with my puppies. I am so very happy with the puppies that my Champion Rowdy is having!
It was funny that CJ's Oncologist told him that he had the best anti-anxiety right at home... to love on a puppy.. Now, she's one smart Dr...
