[inabowbina]

I rescued two cats within the past 3 years. My first cat i loved him so much and only got to have a year of his young life until god took him away. He had a undetected heart problem and out of nowhere he got a blood clot in his heart that killed him immediately at only a year old. i was so devastated after he died i rescued another cat a few weeks later. I fell in love with this cat too. So when i found out he had a heart murmur i did everything i could to keep him healthy. He had to take medicine every day but he seemed to be doing good and once again out of nowhere he got a blood clot in his leg he didn't die immediately but he was in so much pain i took him to the vet but the blood clot moved and it ended up killing him too. I cant believe i have such bad luck. two young cats i lost in the same amount of time over the same thing. i know its good to adopt a animal but after all this heart break i don't think i can do it anymore. the two animals i saved died so soon on me. adopting a animal you don't know its parents what the health will be like. i just cant do it anymore. i miss them so much.