You know after all day thinking why did I breakdown so bad today?
I told my husband as we put the tree up today. I told him this felt like a punishment for me to put this tree up. But I know he was right that we need to put the tree up.
I just came back here to look for my post here. I posted at 2 pm today.
That was about the same time that I noticed Cookie was missing 4 Sundays ago

So I guess even though I feel like I have made a huge improvement, I know I'm not there yet.
Gen