I am so sorry. I know how you feel. I posted 3 months ago because I lost my 5 year old Roxy, and it hurts beyond belief! i can not put into wordds how much I feel your pain. beleive it or not, it DOES eventually get better. I have lost a child before, and I have lost my Roxy and i made it through both. and it is VERY tragic. Especially when it hits you suddenly.
a few days after she left my husband and kids got Yoda for me, not as a replacement, but to heal me. i got a male instead of a female, and honestly it helped out (but that is just what worked for me) it took my mind off of what was going on. I mean I still cried out for her, and sometimes I still call her name, but that is life, you always will remember Ender.
Yoda is the exact opposite of Roxy. there was a small part of me that felt guilty for getting a new Yorkie so soon, but honey I needed it. I was dying on the inside.
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