I am so sorry for your loss , RIP sweet Ender.
I know exactly how you are feeling. Jan 9 we lost are little Minnie who was 4 soon to be five. we had also got her as a pup right after we got Mickey so they were both close in age. when she passed away. I just couldn't get over it me and hubby both cried every day for months. and poor Micky seemed so lost with out her. we did end up taking in a little rescue a Yorkie/ shih tzu mix, I didnt want another but she some how came to us and needed us and I guess we needed her too. I know Mickey didnt care much for her and she would try her best to play with him and followed him around. he would give a little growl and go lay and look out the window looking so sad. but this little rescue never gave up. if she wasn't doing silly things to make me and hubby laugh she was trying her best to pester Mickey . I think its what kept us all going. her silliness , she such a sweetheart. and she has finally won Micky over and he will play with her now but she gets a little rough and he will put her in her place. its kept him busy he didnt have time to be depressed long. me and Hubby still break down when thinking about Minnie. and I some times look at this little girl and think Minnie sent her to us. sorry for going on and on but I know what you are feeling and I'm so sorry. are rescue will never replace our Minnie but she did find her own spot in our hearts. you will some day find another that will help you and ur hubby and Valentine's hearts heal. and youll always have your wonderful memories of sweet Ender. |