Hi Denise !! I totally understand where you're coming from - losing a child is the worst thing anyone can ever go thru. I can only say - do what you can. Try not to stress or force yourself to do things you arent comfortable with. You could keep it simple and still have a very nice holiday time for your family and you still have Amy to keep your spirits up right ?
Remember Andy with smiles and know he is with you in spirit. He'd want you to be happy not sad. I know this is so much easier said than done. I couldn't even decorate since my husband died. I did manage a tree this year but it has no lights and is looking pretty sad....I'm going to force myself to light it if only for my son who moved in with me 8 months ago but I DO know how you feel.
hugs friend - call me anytime you need to talk ok ?
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