[Gizmo's Mom]

Just as it was with all of the other "first" holidays since I lost my Andy. I have my grandchildren Nate and ony I need to be decorating and baking cookies for. I'm off today and could be putting up the tree but that would just mean we would have that much longer to sit and stare at it. My Chistmas wish is just to get thru it. Trying to be strong for my family because I know they are watching and worrying about me. This was my boy's favorite time of year, he did what he could to make it special for us. This year I will strive to do the same for my family..for him. This year as you gather around the tree, say some extra "I love you's" and hug a little longer. You will be glad you did