Awe big hugs to you bc I know how hard it was to let her go! I lost a golden retriever that I had for 12 years to kidney failure and I had to make the final decision. I just couldn't watch her suffer anymore, so I understand what you are going through. You will see her again when you get to heaven and what a day of celebration that will be.
I wish I could comfort you, what I did to help me was I made a huge collage of all her best pictures and to this day it is hanging on my wall!
__________________  Proud Mom of Daisy and Pixie  |