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Originally Posted by mizzwanned  Me and my bf of almost 4 years broke up last night-on Thanksgiving. We've been having problems for a couple months but I never thought this would actually happen. I feel like my whole world has crumbled. He was my best friend, he was the only one that kept me going. I don't know what i will do with myself. This has been the absolute worst year for me..with Sophie passing away and now this. And it's around the holidays. He is my first love..how am I going to live with myself. I want to eventually move on but i feel unmotivated now..like I don't want to do anything. This hurts..really bad. |
Sweetie. I know how you feel a bit. My first love and bf of 10 years and I broke up 4 years ago. We owned a house together and were engaged to be married. (I still have my stupid wedding gown that NOWHERE will take off my hands). I am soooooo sorry you are hurting so bad. Its going to hurt, and you WILL get through it. It will take time. Keep yourself busy. Busy is KEY. Even when you don't feel like it. Take up friend's offers to go out. Take up a hobby, I tried to learn how to crochet, I was super bad at it, but it kept me busy for hours! You will get through it. I am a moderator on a breakup website... PM me if you want the info. I think you could benefit from the breakup workbook on the site (order it) and the forum. (((HUGS)))