[MsFamousHepburn]

I am sooo sorry, sweetheart! Upon reading your post, I can still feel the sting of losing that first love. We were best friends for years, who had our entire future together planned out, and one day...he just decided I wasn't good enough for him. He moved away within a week of our breakup. I was devasted. It was also right before Christmas. I lost 35 lbs in a month, and spent thousands trying to cover up my emotions. The only thing that helped me was the support of a wonderful friend and knowing that the Lord had better things for me.

I'm now happily married to a man who is 10x the man than he has turned out to be.

You are strong enough to get through this... And you never know what the future holds. Just know you are cherished and priceless. Lots of hugs going your way!