Thank you, prayers I think are the only thing that are keeping me partially sane. I have gone berzerk. Tonight I went to throw out some newspapers and I saw a little animal run across my neighbors yard and I went running calling out Cookie's name...it was a rabbit! I see him everywhere in my mind.
The saying " you dont know what you have until you lose it" is the plain truth. The only regret I dont have is that I know how much I spoiled him, I told him I loved him everyday, every morning he'd stay in my bed I go up to him and rub his belly and give him a bunch of little kisses and tell him Good Morning Baby. There are so many things I want to do right now that I wish I had 10 more clones of myself. Today I really had to just go home. I either slept really bad but my neck is stiff and now I have a really sharp pain from my neck down my right shoulder.
Keep Cookie in your prayers and dont forget him please. I will continue looking for him.
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