Believe me I know exactly how you feel. I am 39 now and married almost 19 years, but I remember back to when I was 17 and my first love. He just ended it and I was devastated . I remember I would drive past his house late at night just to see if he was home
One day I just said to myself leave him alone and see what happens, this is what I did. I fought everyday the temptation to see if he was around or talk or ask about him (We had the same circle of friends) after about 2 weeks I just was normal again, I mean I didn't even realize I wasn't looking for him. About 2 months later he started going out with a girl I knew for years and she lived right up the block
but by then I was fine and I don't know how , but I just accepted it. Turns out he broke her heart and he now is a fat looser with no job
How lucky I am that I met the man of my dreams and had 3 beautiful babies
believe me in the end it will all work out and you will end up EXACTLY where you are supposed to be..
