Aw honey, almost all of us know just what you are going thru...from experience! Allow yourself time to grieve. He was a huge part of your life for 4 years.
In my early 20s, I dated a for 2.5 years. He broke up with me a couple of times, but I always took him back. After our last breakup he came back wanting to get back together & that was the hardest "No" I ever had to say. That was the point where I had to push aside just the good in our relationship & take a hard look at the rough times....I just couldn't do it anymore. |