Thank you guys. Today I've been really,really down. I guess when it rains, it pours. Today my husband's truck did not start. A friend towed it and another bill for us
I called Animal Control today and went but it was closed. I went to Humane Society and I HATE doing that walk through. I feel like " Dead Man Walking"
I see all those dogs and its just sad. I seen a bunch of small ones and it was COLD in there. They have them in seperate gated rooms with a doorway outside. Well today it was cold in PSL so the small ones were just sitting shivering looking up at me. There was a shi-tzu shaking soooo bad. A litter of puppies maybe 5 wks old all on a small cardboard. I'm like geeze at least put a big towel for them. Nothing but a hard cold floor.
My husband has been the most supportive and amazing man with me through all of this. He's just afraid when I go out because he says my mind is just not thinking straight. I know he's right. Today he stared at me and asked " Tell me,tell me what you are thinking" I just replied " I'm not ok and I'm never going to be ok with this" I can't stay in this limbo like this. Today I looked along the streets, all along the interstate in a way hoping that I would find his little body somewhere. Through my search on craiglist I also look at other dogs and look through shelters online pictures. I emailed a lady because she sounded as desperate as I am. She lost her chihuahua a few days ago and she was miserable for Thanksgiving. She emailed me back and said NEVER GIVE UP. Her husband was out putting flyers up today and a guy in a truck pulled over and told him " I have your dog right here" he couldnt believe it but sure enough it was their chihuahua! It had been with that family for several days.
I'm hanging in there, I continue to pray for my little guy. I am waiting for "that call" You guys will be the very first people to get the news.
Gen