Ugh- do I know that feeling. My first "love" and I were dating 3 years- I thought we were going to get married- and our break up was not mutual. I thought I would never be happy again. i walked around in this fog for a year- not happy. It takes a while- and dont' let people try and tell you to "get over it" it takes a while. I've been single for like 3 years now and I am just now ready to be in a relationship again (well- depends on the day.. lol... guys are a lot of work!). Do what you need to do- hug your furbabies. Layla was the only thing to get me through the darkest days. You'll be ok
