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Originally Posted by orlnurse  So sorry to hear that it wasn't Cookie. I still feel so sad for you. Were you able to check out the house that you were suspicious about, the one that the kid came out to get your flyer? |
That will be our next step. Today I was sad to see it wasnt him and I thought I was calm and would be ok.But within a few hrs I started feeling this numbing feeling come over me and I was like "oh no not again" My husband called his dog Cookie andmy daughter corrected him and told him " dad that's not Cookie" He seemed confused and burst into tears. He is Mr. Fix it all and just feels that its his job to fix this. He ended up having to get me over the counter sleeping pills so I can sleep through the night because I'm not sleeping throughout the night and I just feel tired in the day. I have also reached out to people I saw in Craiglist who have lost yorkies. I am going to put together a plea to all these homeowners in the area. I have to see how I do this because the websites that offer those printed cards are like $300 for 500 cards! So I have to check at Staples or other stores how can I make like 2 cards printed on one sheet and get a mailing list for this entire area.
I am spending more time with my daughters and have told them how sorry I am for not being myself lately. I just spent some time with my youngest in her room and hugged her and we talked for a long time. I know things will get better but its like I see him everywhere. Especially since his name is Cookie.
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