Suzanne ~ you are *not* alone....and there is so much help out there if you need it. There is nothing to be "ashamed" of, at all. Please make an appointment with your primary doc. as soon as you can, and you'll feel so much better - like a ton of bricks slid off your back as soon as you make the appointment, I swear
! Depression is something to take very seriously. Hugs to you...and remember you're not alone
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