[cynsir]

I too suffer depression and am also bipolar. I have problems sleeping so the psychiatrist prescribes sleeping pills. Some days all I want to do is sleep. I live alone with my yorkie, maltese, and english cocker spaniel and they don't seem to mind if I stay in bed. I have the xl wee-pads so they just get up and use them and crawl back to bed. I also have panic/anxiety attacks when I go to the store so I don't go shopping until after 11 pm. When I do get up, I don't have the energy to do anything. I do get my bills paid the first of the month so I don't forget them. Otherwise I just hang out at home. If you want to chat you can reach me at cindy.sirois@yahoo.com. I'm dreading the holidays, so much anticipation and people having expectations that are way to high. I'm not going anywhere or doing anything for the holidays.