[Yorkiekids]

Does anyone else get so depressed that they can't eat, clean, do bills, or anything else? I try so hard to stay up. I'm ashamed to admit this, but I did have a problem with something, but I've gotten rid of it, and I try so darn hard. I thought I'd try with my outside first, as I've really let myself go. I make sure I get up every morning take my shower, get dressed, put on some makeup, do my hair, and anything else I can think of to feel better, and it was starting to work until my son asked me what was going on. He said mom you haven't gotten dolled up in such a long time. Are you sleeping around on dad? That broke my heart, and I just can't get out of this slump again. I'm still trying to take care of myself, but it doesn't seem to help anymore since he said that. All I can do is cry. Please pray for me that I don't slip back to my bad habits, and that I can get through this.

Love you all,
Suzanne