You guys are wonderful. I am sitting her crying as I read your stories. I have two sons, 14 and 10. My oldest has autism, asperger's syndrome. I can't imagine having to leave them. I don't want to say that's what I have, because I have no clue what it is. I am just so scared.
My wonderful 2nd husband, the kids step-dad, has been researching this for me. He even tries to joke to make me feel better. I can't imagine having to leave him either.
The worst part is that I have actually said that I would like to quit being a mom sometimes. Now I feel so guilty. I just get run down and so tired that I don't want to deal with anything anymore.
Please pray for me, and I will let you guys know what the doctor says tomorrow. I am sure that he's going to want to do more tests, but in the mean time, I will definitely keep my "new" friends updated. Please forgive the rambling.
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