Thank you all for your blessings and prayers. I do have another baby that I rescued back in December. His name is Chewie and we are leaning on each other during this painful time. I know he knows what happened. They were best buds and he is usually a happy go lucky dog. For the past day he just wants to lay in my lap. I have had pets come and go through the years but for some reason this little girl that passed really touched my heart. Maybe it is because of the abuse she encountered before I adopted her but we always so close. It took some time for her to warm up to me but once she did we were unseparable. I knew she was old and had problems when I rescued her and I knew she would probably break my heart but I couldn't pass her up. She was such a lost soul when I adopted her and she turned into a bundle of joy. I held her one last time last night hugged and kissed her but I saw pain in her eyes almost like she was already gone but how do you live with the fact that you made a decision to end your precious friends' life. If it wasn't for my vet whom I love and respect I don't know how I would of made it through it. I wish I could figure out how to transfer my pics from facebook to here but havent' been able to figure it out. If any of you would like to see her my name is Laurie Milani and my pics are not set to private so you will be able to see her. I have a pic of her on there the day I adopted her and plenty more since. Thank you all for your support it really helps. |