Hello Edith,
You're stronger than you think. You see things for what they are and that's the first step of learning from making mistakes yourself.
Remember, you only go around once in this lifetime and you need to put yourself... First! It sounds selfish sometimes but your the only one that can make you happy.
It's time for you to cut the cord in your relationship and seek happiness for yourself. If your dreaming of having a family and building a life based on your true feelings, then do it. Don't sacrifice or compromise because in the long run you only end up hurting yourself. Do what's right for you, your on the right track.
As far as your job, don't give up now. I told my daughter when she was having a difficult time at work, learn what you can and put out resumes. It might be a little rough right now because of the economy but put them out anyway. Her agents learned that her résumé was posted and was offered a better job and more pay. She just loves her her job now.. Smile
Keep your chin up... It will be a brighter day tomorrow..
Take Care... Kathleen
Punken...
Breese Be Be....
RIP.. Lil Ol Tuffy....
