Hit a liquor store on the way home
...good curbside to go grub
...rent a couple good chick flicks
...then sit down and just CRY!!!!
Always makes me feel better...that and a little impulsive shopping! Hehe...but in all reality I hope things do get better for you and if you really don't want to go to Christmas with your family then plan a trip for yourself and just enjoy the fact that you are not yet tied down with a family. I know that this is easy for me to say b/c I have a family and would love to just pick up and go sometimes and miss the times when I could. Good Luck my Dear! Don't know how helpful that was!!