I am so sorry for your loss. It is always such a hard decision for us as parents to have to make. I had to make the same decision a few years ago with my cairn terrier Ginger at the age of 16. The decision in her eyes was easy. She was tired. She was ready to go to rainbow bridge. It was ME who was not ready and that made it so difficult It killed me to have to do it and it took me months to think about her without totAlly losing it. But now I have peace in knowing she is healthy and haPpy And waiting to see me again. Try to remember the good times and it will get easier every day |