So my friend wanted me to go with her to HB to go visit her dog at thE PET GRAVE!!!

Very disturbing for me.
It was her beloved "Pookie" blk and white s**t-zu that past away in 07 she was 12 years old.. It is VERY sad there, I dont like it. I went to support her. You just look at all the stones and you look at the dates and some are like 07-08 or 06-08 you know and you wonder... what happend? why did they not live a long life?? And you see some that are sooo dirty with no flowers... very sad that the owners cant even come clean it up and place some flowers there or a little flag!!
Then I start thinking of Peanut! OMG if I lost him that early I would be a mess!! It was very sad... Then I started thinking what I wanted to do with Peanut, bury him or cremate him.. I would LOVE to have him with me, but I hate the fact of "burning him".. Ergh I dunno I just want to get those thoughts out of my head!!!!
I just had to releave some stress from that yesterday!