Today is a sad day for me as I let Teddy go. He moved with my aunt in Quebec. I know he will be happy with them and that I can always go to Quebec visit him, but it is still very hard for me.
This is the first adult i retired... It's really, really hard. I have been blocking it out of my head all week not to cry all the time. I know it's for the best...But it's like sometime is missing in my house, my harms, my heart. I don't know what else to do with myself other that being here right now... talking to real dog lover and trying to distract myself from the pain...
Good luck my Teddy, I will always love you.
Some day, it's really hard to be a breeder.
