Aww sorry you're sad and missing your honey. I too do everything with my husband but I go on weekend trips by myself all the time to visit family and also have been away both on business and also on a few trips with friends. In may, some of us here on YT that are friendly are going on a cruise together. So, although I miss my husband when I'm gone, I am so used to it. I know he misses me when I'm gone but I think he likes the quiet when Chatty Cathy is away!!
