ALTHOUGH I CANT IMAGINE YOUR PAIN BOTH EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY I REALLY THINK YOU SHOULD GO TO EVERY LENGTH TO WEIGH ALL OF YOUR OPTIONS YOUR STILL VERY YOUNG AND ALTHOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE HAD THE DESIRE TO HAVE CHILDREN THAT MIGHT VERY WELL CHANGE WE CAN NEVER PREDICT WHAT THE FUTURE MAY HOLD I WILL DEFINATLY KEEP YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAY THAT THE FIRST SURGERY THAT YOU MENTIONED IS SUCESSFUL AND WORKS FOR YOU ALSO KEEP IN MIND THAT GOD WILL NOT GIVE YOU SOMETHING YOU WONT BE ABLE TO HANDLE ALL THE BEST OF LUCK TO YOU AND IF YOU NEED A FRIEND PM ME
